my DISASTROUS 2004 Christmas...
got some facts about the origin of Chirstmas from dictionary.com, "Christmas is from the Old English words Cristes moesse, 'the mass or festival of Christ'. The first celebration took place in Rome about the middle of the fourth century. The exact date of the Nativity is not known, but even in pre-Christian times the period from December 25 to January 6 — now known as "The Twelve Days of Christmas" — was considered a special time of year. The abbreviation Xmas, thought as sacrilegious by some, is entirely appropriate. The letter X (chi) is the first letter in the Greek word for Christ". wow...enlightening...
about christmas countdown...it wasnt that bad at all. A friend of a friend rented a condo unit just above the ever popular KL Plaza and invited like close to 30++ ppl (i think im exaggerating or maybe misperception after a couple of drinks). what we do there...hrmph...interesting stuff. drink, drink, drink...play guessing game (chai wui)...drink, drink, drink...caroling, play twisting game...drink, drink, drink...drunk, puke and got carried home by my buddies (thanks jHan, Tay and yMing...u guys are the best!). yeah...thats bout it. disaster number 1 leads to number 2...
...ive got soOOooOOoo wasted that i forgot to do something very important....
Stephnee and i have planned this christmas gifts give away for my family since last couple of weeks ago...thinking of what is the best gift to get for my bro, sis and mom (dad is not really into C'mas kinda thing so we sort of left him out :p) and is within our budget. i think all the credit goes to Stephnee for her effort of getting all the gifts for everyone. well as for me, i wasnt much of help except for the money and some suggestion of gifts. then Steph was saying that we should place the gifts on their bed in the middle of the night but i have no access into room during midnight and the best thing we could do is just to place the gifts on the front door and wait for them to wake up and be SURPRISED! so the plan is to get home and pick up Ms Santa (Stephnee) and place the gifts.
....when i was waiting to be sent home, i think Steph called (i think so she called coz i couldnt remember alot of things that happend) and i think somehow i hung up her phone or something, but it was my phone that died out. and when i reached home, all i can do is just lying down on sofa and SLEEP. then there goes our plan...shiettt!! *sigh* disaster...
Saturday, December 25
Friday, December 10
listening to Kazami - Himawari ~~~ (nice....from Samurai Champloo anime)
just watched "The Polar Express"...is DAMN cool. especially the part where the train...(oh, mebe i should keep it to myself bout the details...sorry). neways, it brainwashed me and filled my heart with 'Christmas'...ahhhh~~~~~ *jingle bells jingle balls...hanging on the wall...?!?!?! (DOH!...need a help doc...) *sigh* i wish i was that boy...(what is his name again? ...eumm....watever)....what more can a boy ask for? a short trip into the realms of fantasy adventure. narhh...itll never happen (hek hek hek...just do as what the boy did...not believing in Mr Clause). too obvious im trying too hard (ehh?).
my mom asked me to follow her to the church on Christmas eve for a BBQ...but i sort of rejected coz i might be busy. then she quickly asked me, "what is christmas about?". well, i answered her "just another day to give ourself an excuse to be wasted!!"..hahaha! i wished i did but instead, "eumm...a day to be thankful and giving lorr...". then she said that christmas is celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. the right place to be celebrating it is with her and her christians communities and not go drinking bla bla bla...then this really struck me when she ask, "so how does it feel to when your friends are celebrating your birthday without you?". the first i was thinking of is...i could be sick that day otherwise they are sick that day!!! hahahhah....but i asked her, "how can i be in all the places at once when the clock strikes 12?"...then she quickly changed topic..."there are young ppl like u there wan...bla bla bla...coll student...bla bla bla". OKAY CONFIRM NOT GOING TO CHURCH BBQ WITH HER ALREADY.........!!! hahaha....but i guess as long as we are happy...i think Jesus will be too. hahaha...
have a Merry CHRISTMAS 2005 everyone...!!!
cheers.
just watched "The Polar Express"...is DAMN cool. especially the part where the train...(oh, mebe i should keep it to myself bout the details...sorry). neways, it brainwashed me and filled my heart with 'Christmas'...ahhhh~~~~~ *jingle bells jingle balls...hanging on the wall...?!?!?! (DOH!...need a help doc...) *sigh* i wish i was that boy...(what is his name again? ...eumm....watever)....what more can a boy ask for? a short trip into the realms of fantasy adventure. narhh...itll never happen (hek hek hek...just do as what the boy did...not believing in Mr Clause). too obvious im trying too hard (ehh?).
my mom asked me to follow her to the church on Christmas eve for a BBQ...but i sort of rejected coz i might be busy. then she quickly asked me, "what is christmas about?". well, i answered her "just another day to give ourself an excuse to be wasted!!"..hahaha! i wished i did but instead, "eumm...a day to be thankful and giving lorr...". then she said that christmas is celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. the right place to be celebrating it is with her and her christians communities and not go drinking bla bla bla...then this really struck me when she ask, "so how does it feel to when your friends are celebrating your birthday without you?". the first i was thinking of is...i could be sick that day otherwise they are sick that day!!! hahahhah....but i asked her, "how can i be in all the places at once when the clock strikes 12?"...then she quickly changed topic..."there are young ppl like u there wan...bla bla bla...coll student...bla bla bla". OKAY CONFIRM NOT GOING TO CHURCH BBQ WITH HER ALREADY.........!!! hahaha....but i guess as long as we are happy...i think Jesus will be too. hahaha...
have a Merry CHRISTMAS 2005 everyone...!!!
cheers.
Saturday, September 4
finally an update on this before it slowly diminish together along with the trash of the cyber world. something well worth remembering today before i forget it. is not something that i can cheer or happy about but is something very unfortunate and it just breaks my heart.
well...my dog passed away at some time before midnight. it was after sending Kfei home from futsal as i was about to reach my house, i saw a THING lying motionless on the opposite lane of the road. as Yew Kuan's car got closer and closer to my front gate, then only i noticed that it was my dog sleeping...in the MIDDLE of the ROAD?!?! then at that very moment i start cursing (actually just FUCKkk with the sighs and shieeettt, hahah)...then i lifted my dog off the road and to the side and Yew Kuan was kind enough to lend me his car lights to brighten up the area.
this is where YKuan, my dad and i become some detectives checking the dead corpse for clues to solve the mystery of an unfortunate death of my DOG...
i tried to check for pulse but the moment i land my hand on her fur and skin, i feel like touching some dummy animal set in shopping complex. as i pressed harder into the skin, i can still feel abit of warmth inside. having to notice a thick black skid mark on the back of the neck, the position taken before moving the corpse, her cute collar tag lying in the middle of the road and without any trace of bloods except for slivas, i manage to come out with my own conclusion. through the autopsy which has been taken by YKuan, my dad and I, the death took place not long before it has been discovered by me. it has been suggested that the dog has been run through by an undentified medium light transportation vehicle coming down from the slope of the hill. the main cause of the death is the internal injuries or the neck could be snapped which causes an instant death.
* the autopsy has been run by the unskilled person and also having no knowledge in medical line. this report has been written based on an architect's (eventually) knowledge!!!
i know, i know...is just a DOG and is part of the process in a life cycle system. the 5 months ++ bondage is good enough to shrink me in feeling bad of not having to treat HER better. the worst of it all is...i have NOT GIVEN her a NAME...yet!!!! well, i use to call her 'lou poh' (my wife) whenever i enter the house and she will run towards me. then she will jump at me, bark at me...lick me and always try to invite me to play with her. however, my family members gave her different names...my mom and my youngest bro n sis will call her 'ginger'. at first i was "GINGER"??!?! wtf is that. then my elder sis and my dad will call her 'sei sui kaou' (bad dead dog)...hahaha. i hav only took bath for her once...that was like 5 months AGO!!! of course, my beloved youngest sis will take care ot her cleanliness issues (including the pees and the poos), well as for me, ill be the financial supporter while the rest enjoy insulting and playing with her.
this dog pet, no, actually she is a very dearest WIFE of mine, has given me fond memories which will not be lost in me and also in the cyber world. i could not be the BEST and a good master to my beloved 'lou poh'...so she left me for good to look for a better new life. well, i dont see it as an ending to this lovely little creature's life but i see a brand new beginning into next chapter of life!
cheers!
well...my dog passed away at some time before midnight. it was after sending Kfei home from futsal as i was about to reach my house, i saw a THING lying motionless on the opposite lane of the road. as Yew Kuan's car got closer and closer to my front gate, then only i noticed that it was my dog sleeping...in the MIDDLE of the ROAD?!?! then at that very moment i start cursing (actually just FUCKkk with the sighs and shieeettt, hahah)...then i lifted my dog off the road and to the side and Yew Kuan was kind enough to lend me his car lights to brighten up the area.
this is where YKuan, my dad and i become some detectives checking the dead corpse for clues to solve the mystery of an unfortunate death of my DOG...
i tried to check for pulse but the moment i land my hand on her fur and skin, i feel like touching some dummy animal set in shopping complex. as i pressed harder into the skin, i can still feel abit of warmth inside. having to notice a thick black skid mark on the back of the neck, the position taken before moving the corpse, her cute collar tag lying in the middle of the road and without any trace of bloods except for slivas, i manage to come out with my own conclusion. through the autopsy which has been taken by YKuan, my dad and I, the death took place not long before it has been discovered by me. it has been suggested that the dog has been run through by an undentified medium light transportation vehicle coming down from the slope of the hill. the main cause of the death is the internal injuries or the neck could be snapped which causes an instant death.
* the autopsy has been run by the unskilled person and also having no knowledge in medical line. this report has been written based on an architect's (eventually) knowledge!!!
i know, i know...is just a DOG and is part of the process in a life cycle system. the 5 months ++ bondage is good enough to shrink me in feeling bad of not having to treat HER better. the worst of it all is...i have NOT GIVEN her a NAME...yet!!!! well, i use to call her 'lou poh' (my wife) whenever i enter the house and she will run towards me. then she will jump at me, bark at me...lick me and always try to invite me to play with her. however, my family members gave her different names...my mom and my youngest bro n sis will call her 'ginger'. at first i was "GINGER"??!?! wtf is that. then my elder sis and my dad will call her 'sei sui kaou' (bad dead dog)...hahaha. i hav only took bath for her once...that was like 5 months AGO!!! of course, my beloved youngest sis will take care ot her cleanliness issues (including the pees and the poos), well as for me, ill be the financial supporter while the rest enjoy insulting and playing with her.
this dog pet, no, actually she is a very dearest WIFE of mine, has given me fond memories which will not be lost in me and also in the cyber world. i could not be the BEST and a good master to my beloved 'lou poh'...so she left me for good to look for a better new life. well, i dont see it as an ending to this lovely little creature's life but i see a brand new beginning into next chapter of life!
cheers!
Thursday, April 29
whenever i return home late, the time when everyone is in the middle of their dreams or busy yawning, the stillness of the air and the empty silence can somehow makes me feel like im in a DEEP DEEP dark hole in the space!!!! not even a single noise from those BUGGERS (bugs makes continuous noises = buggers!) ..i guessed they must be really ASLEEP. when this happens...SHIET!! my brain will just keep on putting me into those worst wierd stupid scenario situation and that happens only when i locked my main entrance door...''clukk!!!''
stupid scenario 1 - i felt that ive just locked myself in another dimension world...is sitll the 20th century except that everyone will only see their true self and real world once they are connected into the dream world. ahem...sumthing like matrix larr...but my version!! then ill have to go back to my bed n plugged myself into ''the true or real world''...
stupid scenario 2 - it is after world world 3, the world is still in trauma and fear after those brutal blood spilling combat...n during the night whne the world is asleep, went back home. as i was walking on the rubbles of a half crushed house...(those rubbles are the stuffs which is left by my little bros n sis b4 sleep)....you could finally feel the world is back at peace after such an incident.
stupid scenario 3 - this real eerie feelings sometimes does gives me goose bums....i felt that there are some other presence. is not visible and intangible except for the 6th sense feeling it!!!! however it also could be my unconditional imagination over runs my rational thoughts which it could be a bad thing to happen during that time. sometimes when the chair at my dining table is not facing the dining table instead is facing somewhere else...that is the thing that i always try ignore it with my eyes. because i know i will imagine/see someone sitting on the chair waitting for SOMETHING....!!!
stupid scenario 1 - i felt that ive just locked myself in another dimension world...is sitll the 20th century except that everyone will only see their true self and real world once they are connected into the dream world. ahem...sumthing like matrix larr...but my version!! then ill have to go back to my bed n plugged myself into ''the true or real world''...
stupid scenario 2 - it is after world world 3, the world is still in trauma and fear after those brutal blood spilling combat...n during the night whne the world is asleep, went back home. as i was walking on the rubbles of a half crushed house...(those rubbles are the stuffs which is left by my little bros n sis b4 sleep)....you could finally feel the world is back at peace after such an incident.
stupid scenario 3 - this real eerie feelings sometimes does gives me goose bums....i felt that there are some other presence. is not visible and intangible except for the 6th sense feeling it!!!! however it also could be my unconditional imagination over runs my rational thoughts which it could be a bad thing to happen during that time. sometimes when the chair at my dining table is not facing the dining table instead is facing somewhere else...that is the thing that i always try ignore it with my eyes. because i know i will imagine/see someone sitting on the chair waitting for SOMETHING....!!!
Monday, April 26
*AHHHHh...chooooooo...*
*cough* *cough* *cough*....
*sniff* *sniff* *sniff* ...
woowwww~~~~ wonderful melody....
in order to produce such melody:
all you need is just irritating minor flu, pricking soar throat and sneezes....and a comfortable bed ;)
and the secret instruments are.....your nose, mouth and throat!!! (and abit of tears after sneezing to to get the crowds heart..)
go try it tonite....ITS FUN!!!! ;D
*cough* *cough* *cough*....
*sniff* *sniff* *sniff* ...
woowwww~~~~ wonderful melody....
in order to produce such melody:
all you need is just irritating minor flu, pricking soar throat and sneezes....and a comfortable bed ;)
and the secret instruments are.....your nose, mouth and throat!!! (and abit of tears after sneezing to to get the crowds heart..)
go try it tonite....ITS FUN!!!! ;D
Sunday, April 25
when this song was sent to me by kfei few weeks ago, after listening to it, i thought it was just ANOTHER expressive acoustic sad song. but after last night ride home in kfei's car...the lyrics in the song took my attention, with kfei helps,...i think is BEAUTIFUL!!!
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
CANONBALL~~~~ by damien rice...
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
CANONBALL~~~~ by damien rice...
Monday, March 8
woowww...is been 3 months since i wrote something...aiyaak!! feels like my fingers are not moving smoothly...(laming...)
hmm.....i only write things that is interesting to me and favours me. throughout this 3 months hav been an adventure for me, but i couldnt find the urge to use my fingers and brain work together at the moment..mebe is the age thing...the older u gets the harder u will have to persuade yourself to work on something. i think there is one and only, that kind of person is still existing... thats me!!!!..... (>:o) HA HA HA HA (hands on my waist facing up the sky feeling proud at the moment...).
When im really really really BORED, i will get tired very fast, then my eye lids will not be in my control anymore.at times, i get too bored till i couldnt be bothered to aware of what is happening in world...like when your handphone is on the edge of the bed about to fall off but u JUST couldnt give a damn about it because your are just too damn BORED!!! (trying to exicte myself and find soemthing to do) i always have strange dreams when i sleeps in this conditions. there is where i came across these strange dreams lately...
dreamsss...
(the dream started like this....)
hey guess what?!?! im back in BRISBANE! already!!! i landed in the morning, then i was meeting up with my friends there (i just cant remember how i meet them and where the hell are my luggages??)...a couple of hours later after landed, my friends and i hang out in the city. then we passed by a "student travel" (some tour agencies with special rates for students), i saw a the price of a return ticket to KL for AUS$ 1k +...immediately i took out my allowance and buy a ticket. (what the hell am i doin?!?!?) then i told myself i just have to budget the remaining sum of money to last throughout the whole SEM...(smart). then when i got back to KL, everything was it is before i left...nothing has changed. everybody was not surprised at all for my a-day trip in brissy and like they have already predicted this is going to happened. then i when at home and doing the things that i usually did right now in reality world...playin PS, watch anime, dl songs...all the sudden, i was being question about my date of the return ticket by a friend of mine (i think that person is a stranger bcoz i havnt seen him/her at all)...i couldnt remember but when i check the return ticket, i was supposed to take off in 2 hrs time!!!!! (wtf?!?!?!?!??! that reminds me of my first flight to Brisbane... :``( ) without giving much thoughts about it, i grab a couple of clothes and packed it into a small luggage bag and unplugged my new pc and put in a box. it was so fast and i was damn panic at the moment...all the sudden i was in the taxi traveling to the airport (hello....stop fast forwarding the movie...im watching here!!!).
is a crazy dream mann...it really freaks me out when i woke up. damn mann...i think there is a lesson to be learn here mann....never sleep under those condition!!!! shiett....
hmm.....i only write things that is interesting to me and favours me. throughout this 3 months hav been an adventure for me, but i couldnt find the urge to use my fingers and brain work together at the moment..mebe is the age thing...the older u gets the harder u will have to persuade yourself to work on something. i think there is one and only, that kind of person is still existing... thats me!!!!..... (>:o) HA HA HA HA (hands on my waist facing up the sky feeling proud at the moment...).
When im really really really BORED, i will get tired very fast, then my eye lids will not be in my control anymore.at times, i get too bored till i couldnt be bothered to aware of what is happening in world...like when your handphone is on the edge of the bed about to fall off but u JUST couldnt give a damn about it because your are just too damn BORED!!! (trying to exicte myself and find soemthing to do) i always have strange dreams when i sleeps in this conditions. there is where i came across these strange dreams lately...
dreamsss...
(the dream started like this....)
hey guess what?!?! im back in BRISBANE! already!!! i landed in the morning, then i was meeting up with my friends there (i just cant remember how i meet them and where the hell are my luggages??)...a couple of hours later after landed, my friends and i hang out in the city. then we passed by a "student travel" (some tour agencies with special rates for students), i saw a the price of a return ticket to KL for AUS$ 1k +...immediately i took out my allowance and buy a ticket. (what the hell am i doin?!?!?) then i told myself i just have to budget the remaining sum of money to last throughout the whole SEM...(smart). then when i got back to KL, everything was it is before i left...nothing has changed. everybody was not surprised at all for my a-day trip in brissy and like they have already predicted this is going to happened. then i when at home and doing the things that i usually did right now in reality world...playin PS, watch anime, dl songs...all the sudden, i was being question about my date of the return ticket by a friend of mine (i think that person is a stranger bcoz i havnt seen him/her at all)...i couldnt remember but when i check the return ticket, i was supposed to take off in 2 hrs time!!!!! (wtf?!?!?!?!??! that reminds me of my first flight to Brisbane... :``( ) without giving much thoughts about it, i grab a couple of clothes and packed it into a small luggage bag and unplugged my new pc and put in a box. it was so fast and i was damn panic at the moment...all the sudden i was in the taxi traveling to the airport (hello....stop fast forwarding the movie...im watching here!!!).
is a crazy dream mann...it really freaks me out when i woke up. damn mann...i think there is a lesson to be learn here mann....never sleep under those condition!!!! shiett....
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