listening to Kazami - Himawari ~~~ (nice....from Samurai Champloo anime)

just watched "The Polar Express"...is DAMN cool. especially the part where the train...(oh, mebe i should keep it to myself bout the details...sorry). neways, it brainwashed me and filled my heart with 'Christmas'...ahhhh~~~~~ *jingle bells jingle balls...hanging on the wall...?!?!?! (DOH!...need a help doc...) *sigh* i wish i was that boy...(what is his name again? ...eumm....watever)....what more can a boy ask for? a short trip into the realms of fantasy adventure. narhh...itll never happen (hek hek hek...just do as what the boy did...not believing in Mr Clause). too obvious im trying too hard (ehh?).

my mom asked me to follow her to the church on Christmas eve for a BBQ...but i sort of rejected coz i might be busy. then she quickly asked me, "what is christmas about?". well, i answered her "just another day to give ourself an excuse to be wasted!!"..hahaha! i wished i did but instead, "eumm...a day to be thankful and giving lorr...". then she said that christmas is celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. the right place to be celebrating it is with her and her christians communities and not go drinking bla bla bla...then this really struck me when she ask, "so how does it feel to when your friends are celebrating your birthday without you?". the first i was thinking of is...i could be sick that day otherwise they are sick that day!!! hahahhah....but i asked her, "how can i be in all the places at once when the clock strikes 12?"...then she quickly changed topic..."there are young ppl like u there wan...bla bla bla...coll student...bla bla bla". OKAY CONFIRM NOT GOING TO CHURCH BBQ WITH HER ALREADY.........!!! hahaha....but i guess as long as we are happy...i think Jesus will be too. hahaha...


have a Merry CHRISTMAS 2005 everyone...!!!

cheers.