whenever i return home late, the time when everyone is in the middle of their dreams or busy yawning, the stillness of the air and the empty silence can somehow makes me feel like im in a DEEP DEEP dark hole in the space!!!! not even a single noise from those BUGGERS (bugs makes continuous noises = buggers!) ..i guessed they must be really ASLEEP. when this happens...SHIET!! my brain will just keep on putting me into those worst wierd stupid scenario situation and that happens only when i locked my main entrance door...''clukk!!!''

stupid scenario 1 - i felt that ive just locked myself in another dimension world...is sitll the 20th century except that everyone will only see their true self and real world once they are connected into the dream world. ahem...sumthing like matrix larr...but my version!! then ill have to go back to my bed n plugged myself into ''the true or real world''...

stupid scenario 2 - it is after world world 3, the world is still in trauma and fear after those brutal blood spilling combat...n during the night whne the world is asleep, went back home. as i was walking on the rubbles of a half crushed house...(those rubbles are the stuffs which is left by my little bros n sis b4 sleep)....you could finally feel the world is back at peace after such an incident.

stupid scenario 3 - this real eerie feelings sometimes does gives me goose bums....i felt that there are some other presence. is not visible and intangible except for the 6th sense feeling it!!!! however it also could be my unconditional imagination over runs my rational thoughts which it could be a bad thing to happen during that time. sometimes when the chair at my dining table is not facing the dining table instead is facing somewhere else...that is the thing that i always try ignore it with my eyes. because i know i will imagine/see someone sitting on the chair waitting for SOMETHING....!!!

*AHHHHh...chooooooo...*
*cough* *cough* *cough*....
*sniff* *sniff* *sniff* ...

woowwww~~~~ wonderful melody....

in order to produce such melody:
all you need is just irritating minor flu, pricking soar throat and sneezes....and a comfortable bed ;)

and the secret instruments are.....your nose, mouth and throat!!! (and abit of tears after sneezing to to get the crowds heart..)

go try it tonite....ITS FUN!!!! ;D

when this song was sent to me by kfei few weeks ago, after listening to it, i thought it was just ANOTHER expressive acoustic sad song. but after last night ride home in kfei's car...the lyrics in the song took my attention, with kfei helps,...i think is BEAUTIFUL!!!


Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know


CANONBALL~~~~ by damien rice...