Saturday, October 25
recently i find myself in limelight for no particular reason that i can think of. whenever i walked passed MOST of foreign students from my department, i think they did not notice my existance at all *like a ghost wander in and out of the Uni looking for his dead body*. but hey, i never really give a damn thing about it because YOU SUCK!!! (to my fellow colleagues) ;D hrmph...only till recently (that is about after one and a half years of studying together) they start to carry a "Ghost Detective"..."Hey guys...my ghost detection meter is fluctuating HARD!! i got one coming in close!!!" *ishh* "Hey MENG!!" (that is how they address me..."Meng" simple yet nice! :p ) or maybe "Hey, How is it goin?" or "Meng, can i borrow ur bal bla bla"...but what really makes me feel welcomed into the community is the invitation to work in as a group with those top students as well as having a drinks at the verandah of my department or a cafe. WOW!!! is surreal but nice :) *ahh...my long lost body...finally i found u!!!* just feel nice to be accepted by people *booo hooo hoooo sob sob*
Friday, October 24
wierd dreams...
While i was waiting for my dinner, i dose off into a short nap. feeling uncomfortable sleeping on the couch, i went to my room and lie dead on the bed. i could not recall much on how my dream started but it goes like this~~~~
....it was in the evening as i was crusing through streets after streets in some kind of convertible car with 2 anonymous guy (i relaly have no idea who are they). then as the dusky evening turns dark our car headlights was turn on and all i could see is just darkness and empty streets with no street lights on. suddenly there was this motorbike moving passed us with great speed *vroommmmm*...while he was passing us there is this voice coming out from the motorcyclist, a voice of FEAR!!! i have no idea why he sound like that , "maybe he was running away from the police or something"...as soon as he was lost sight in the darkness, *arghhHHhh!!!!...bla bla bla(i forgotten what he said i guess it was sometjhing like HELP or SOS)* i could hear him shout in pain and agony. i have this funny wierd feeling that there is something strange up ahead the road, then i tried really hard to wake up myself from this scary dream...i did woke up *phew* lucky...but i find my room wierd, is too dark...oh! maybe everyone is asleep but i couldnt see Han (my room mate) in his bed. then i raise myself up from the bed and reach for the door knob i could hear his (Han) voice coming from the living room. i opened the door and i still see no lights in the house, i started to feel scary whether im still awake or asleep because if they are in the house there will be lights almost everywhere. Then all the sudden i woke up again...*phew* again...stupid nightmares!!! *scrub my eyes, try to dig off the shits in my eyes* and i opened my eyes i see darkness again, Han is not there and is like deja vu...*FUCK!!* "what the hell is goin on....program error arr?!?!"(matrix movie)...deep down in me im feeling even more afraid than before because im not waking up from my dreams. could this be real??!! i asked myself...."this cant be it...i must wake up!!!" i dont know how i did it eventually i did woke up again. the room is still dark, i could still hear voices from the living room but this time i saw lights. the lights coming in from my living room...*phew* this time is for real...
~~~there is goose bumps on my hands and body as im typing it down just now...the worst dream ive even had!! is like wandered off into some 3rd dimension X2. worst than alice in wonderland...knock against each shoe sole *tap tap* "OPERATOR... I NEED AN EXIT!!!" :p
While i was waiting for my dinner, i dose off into a short nap. feeling uncomfortable sleeping on the couch, i went to my room and lie dead on the bed. i could not recall much on how my dream started but it goes like this~~~~
....it was in the evening as i was crusing through streets after streets in some kind of convertible car with 2 anonymous guy (i relaly have no idea who are they). then as the dusky evening turns dark our car headlights was turn on and all i could see is just darkness and empty streets with no street lights on. suddenly there was this motorbike moving passed us with great speed *vroommmmm*...while he was passing us there is this voice coming out from the motorcyclist, a voice of FEAR!!! i have no idea why he sound like that , "maybe he was running away from the police or something"...as soon as he was lost sight in the darkness, *arghhHHhh!!!!...bla bla bla(i forgotten what he said i guess it was sometjhing like HELP or SOS)* i could hear him shout in pain and agony. i have this funny wierd feeling that there is something strange up ahead the road, then i tried really hard to wake up myself from this scary dream...i did woke up *phew* lucky...but i find my room wierd, is too dark...oh! maybe everyone is asleep but i couldnt see Han (my room mate) in his bed. then i raise myself up from the bed and reach for the door knob i could hear his (Han) voice coming from the living room. i opened the door and i still see no lights in the house, i started to feel scary whether im still awake or asleep because if they are in the house there will be lights almost everywhere. Then all the sudden i woke up again...*phew* again...stupid nightmares!!! *scrub my eyes, try to dig off the shits in my eyes* and i opened my eyes i see darkness again, Han is not there and is like deja vu...*FUCK!!* "what the hell is goin on....program error arr?!?!"(matrix movie)...deep down in me im feeling even more afraid than before because im not waking up from my dreams. could this be real??!! i asked myself...."this cant be it...i must wake up!!!" i dont know how i did it eventually i did woke up again. the room is still dark, i could still hear voices from the living room but this time i saw lights. the lights coming in from my living room...*phew* this time is for real...
~~~there is goose bumps on my hands and body as im typing it down just now...the worst dream ive even had!! is like wandered off into some 3rd dimension X2. worst than alice in wonderland...knock against each shoe sole *tap tap* "OPERATOR... I NEED AN EXIT!!!" :p
Wednesday, October 22
i couldnt believe that there is such free website Blogging after so many years of reading peoples web log. wah...*smiling* C A N N O T believe it !!!!!! hrmph....i dont think im good in writting stuff about myself and i prefer reading peoples daily activities. oh well is free anyway...no harm leaving it wihtout any updates.
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